I've been sadly depressed lately, missing home, missing people, most of all my friends that I grew so close to, only to get torn away from them by my own decision. I've been reliving all of our memories (going through old blogs, LiveJournals, stuff like that) and I just horribly missing these people and the good times we had, and I can't take leave AT ALL until I get out of this job I'm doing, which won't be until January at least (which means I miss Christmas, I don't get to see my friends for my birthday, and New Year's Day is gonna suck as well.) NOT ONLY THAT, but I have to work when everyone else is on leave for Christmas break (Dec. 19t